Thebarrackswere,foronce,quiet.Mulansatontheedgeofhersleepingplatform,pullingonherboots.Thesmallestofeffortsmadehermusclesscreaminagonyandshelongedtogoletthehotwateroftheshowerswashoverherbody.Butshehadvolunteeredfornightdutyagain.Shehadnochoice.
Shewaslacingupherbootwhensheheardthefrontflapofthebarracksswishopen.Lookingup,shesawHonghuienter.Spottingher,hesmiledbroadly.Mulanforgothersoremusclesasherheartbegantobeatalittlefaster.TherewassomethingdecidedlycharmingaboutHonghui,whichmadeheruncomfortable.Shewasunsurewhyhewasherenow.Wasshesupposedtothankhimforearlier?Whenhehadcometoheraid?Shewasn’tsurewhata“man”woulddoinsuchasituation.
Luckily,shewassavedfrommakingthatdecisionasHonghuiwalkedoverandthrewhimselfdownonthesleepingplatformbesideher.“Don’tletthembotheryou,”hesaid,puttinghisarmsbehindhishead.“EspeciallythatdonkeyYao.”
Mulanallowedherselfasmallsmile.Somehow,andshewasn’tquitesurehow,sheandHonghuihadgonefrombeingenemiestobeing??.??.??.allies.Well,almost.HerthoughtsdriftedbacktoYao’sridiculouscommentsinthedininghall.Shestillcouldn’tbelievethathecouldviewwomenassuchobjects,tobevaluedonlyfortheirphysicalappearanceandnotfortheirstrengthofcharacter.Athoughtoccurredtoher.Honghuihadnevergivenhisideaofwhata“perfect”womanwas.Shewonderedwhyhehadbeensoquiet.
“Areyoumatched?”Honghuiasked,breakingintoherthoughts.“CanIask?”
ThequestionstartledMulan.“No,”shesaidreflexively.ButthensherealizedthatbeingmatchedinHonghui’smindwouldmakeherseemmore“manly.”Soshecorrectedherself.“Imean,yes.Iwas.Almost.Itdidn’tworkout.”
“Luckyyou,”Honghuisaid,hisvoicequiet.
Theysatthereforamoment,hisanswerhangingintheair.Mulanwasn’tsurewhattosay.DidHonghuimeanshewasluckyforhavingbeenmatched,orforgettingoutofthematch?
“I’mmatched,”Honghuisaid,answeringherunaskedquestion.“AndI’mhopingshe’scourageous.Andfunny,andsmart.”Hepausedandhiseyesgrewdistant.Mulanwondered,asshelookedathim,whathewaspicturing.Thenheadded,“Becauseshelookslikeaman.”
Honghui’sadmissionsurprisedMulan.Whywouldheadmitthistoher?Whatdidheexpecthertosay?Andshecouldn’thelpwonderingwhathewouldthinkofher—ifhecouldtrulyseeher.Luckily,Honghuiwastoocaughtupinhisownthoughtstonoticeherexpression.
“Imean,”hewenton,“howdoyouevenbegintoknowhowtotalktoawoman,letalonebemarriedtoone?”Forthefirsttimesincetheyhadmet,Honghuiseemedunsureofhimself.Mulan’sheart,whichhadalreadybeguntothawtowardthehandsomeconscript,grewwarmerstill.
Takingachance,Mulananswered,“Justtalktoherlikeyou’retalkingtomenow.”
“Iwishitwasthateasy,”Honghuisaid.Hepaused,andhisexpressiongrewmoreuncertain.“What??.??.??.whatifshedoesn’tlikeme?”
Onceagain,hisresponsesurprisedMulan.Sheturnedand,forthefirsttime,reallytookthetimetolookathim.Hiseyeswerefocusedonthebarrackceiling,hischestrisingandfallinginslow,evenbreaths.ButMulancouldseethathewasgenuinelyworried.Inbeinghonest,hewasallowinghimselftobevulnerable.
“Shewill,”Mulansaid,thewordssofterthanshehadintended.
Slowly,Honghuilookedover.Theireyesmetandforahushedmoment,neithersaidanything,theairgrowingheavywithunspokenemotion.
Shakingitoff,Mulanclearedherthroat.Shehadnoideawhathadjusthappened,butsheknewsheneededtolightenthingsup.“Imean,Ithinkshewill,”shesaid,thistimemakingsuretokeepanyemotionoutofhervoice.“Youneverknowwithwomen??.??.??.”sheaddedwithashrugandaconspiratoriallook.